I knew, both times, that pregnancy wasn’t the end of our breastfeeding journey. My sons were both very young to quit nursing, and from what I’d read, tandem nursing (nursing two children at the same time) can help a mom ease her child into big brotherhood. So, I found myself tandem nursing with both a one-year-old and a three-year-old at the breast. RELATED: I Breastfed Another Woman’s Baby — And Have Zero Regrets Mention nursing on the internet and the trolls come out. Mention extended breastfeeding (nursing past a year) and the trolls use the comment section to call you a child molester. In America, nursing past one year is seen as excessive, even though the World Health Organization recommends breastfeeding to two years of age or beyond. Katherine Dettwyler, an anthropologist at the University of Delaware, calls nursing a three-year-old “normal, like a nine-month pregnancy is normal.” She argues that for reasons related to evolution, tooth eruption, physical maturation, and other factors, the normal age of human weaning is somewhere between four and seven years. I believe in science. Moreover, they’re my breasts — and their primary biological function is to nurse babies. While they can be funbags, they’re meant to be feedbags. America, however, can’t wrap its mind around its dual function. However, my family manages to do that just fine. And as every nursing mother in the history of humankind can tell you, if the kid doesn’t want to breastfeed, it ain’t going to happen. So: a three-year-old and a one-year-old at the breast. I could say I didn’t plan it this way, but I did. Baby Bear was fifteen months old when I got pregnant with his little brother, Sunny. And Baby Bear is what they call a high-needs child. He’s never adjusted well to change. RELATED: In Defense Of The Benignly Neglectful Parent He’s the kid who cries every time he falls down, the one who weeps over playground tussles and dropped popsicles. Baby Bear requires lots of mothering. I knew he wouldn’t adjust well to a sudden usurpation of Youngest Child status. He needed something to ease the transition and I knew mama’s milk could help. I knew that because it had helped his older brother, Falcon. I nursed through the entirety of my pregnancy with Baby Bear, partly because Falcon was a breast monster and partly because we weren’t ready to finish nursing. It wasn’t pleasant. Nursing while pregnant gives many women what doctors call agitation, and what mothers call the sudden urge to hurl their nursing toddler at the wall. Nipple sensitivity can make breastfeeding uncomfortable at best, and painful at worst. But I kept it up because I knew Falcon would benefit once Baby Bear arrived. And I was right. When the new baby came home, Falcon latched on right beside him. His special place was still right there, his special mama time still a part of our lives. The baby didn’t get the closeness he was denied, and that helped keep sibling rivalry to a minimum. Falcon nursed until he was three years and a few months when we both decided to finish that chapter in our lives. Baby Bear was still nursing… and then I got pregnant. The agitation meant we stopped breastfeeding through the night, but otherwise, Baby Bear and I kept going. It’s a common misconception that nursing through pregnancy can be dangerous, but that isn’t the case unless you’re at serious risk for preterm labor. Despite my crippling hyperemesis, my doctor gave me the okay to keep nursing. The small uterine contractions caused by nipple stimulation weren’t dangerous. RELATED: Kids With Low Self-Esteem Get It From Their Parents, Says Science Your body nourishes the fetus first, the baby on the breast second, and you last. And while many women’s milk dries up during early pregnancy, mine kept flowing. There were times when I had to grit my teeth to get through a nursing session, but Baby Bear kept asking for milk, and I kept saying yes. When we brought Sunny home from the hospital, Baby Bear wasn’t very impressed. That is until he figured out that a new baby meant better-tasting milk in much more abundance. It’s awkward nursing two children at the same time; it involves practically taking your shirt off and unleashing both breasts upon the world. One kid lies cradled in my lap; the other crams in however he can fit. It’s not discreet; it’s not super-comfy. Luckily, the dual suction doesn’t bother me, though some women say they feel like a cow and get the same agitation they do while pregnant. I just try to angle my phone around two kids and spend some quality time on Facebook. I don’t always nurse both at the same time, of course, and I don’t do it in public. One-year-old Sunny nursed much more often than three-year-old Baby Bear, who was limited to morning milk only. But when Baby Bear did nurse, Sunny toddled over, jealous, and pointed to my breasts. Generally, I let him nurse, too. Baby Bear’s a good sport, though, he preferred to nurse alone. Even at three-and-half years old he was not ready to quit. I thought we might have been finished after a vacation when he went without nursing for over a week… but no. Once life returned to normal, he asked for milk again. It meant so much to him, this special time curled in my lap. Nursing reminded him that even though he’s big in so many ways, he can still be small in others — just like his little brother, who tottered over demanding milk himself. Sunny was a possessive beast, but they shared, mostly happily. Nursing helped Baby Bear negotiate the harsh world of big brotherdom, of waiting for mama to comfort him, of watching the baby get so much attention, of being told baby gets things he doesn’t. It gave him a special place. My youngest still argues, of course, as small boys do. They have their tussles, their small battles, but Baby Bear feels them less because he kept nursing. It had given him a touchstone when he needed it the most. I’m glad I got pregnant while I was breastfeeding. I’m grateful that I had the chance to nurse my sons at the same time. Sometimes, one on each breast, they held hands. Sometimes Sunny pushed Baby Bear away. But tandem nursing helped our family negotiate three small boys at the same time. I’m grateful I was able to keep nursing through my pregnancies and happy it helped ease the transition every new baby brings. Like every parenting choice, it’s not for everyone. It won’t work for everyone, but it worked for us. RELATED: Mom Of 3 Bullied By Other Moms For Wearing ‘Inappropriate Parental Clothing’ To Kids’ School Elizabeth Broadbent writes a column for ADDitude Magazine. Her work has appeared on Today Show Parents, Babble, xoJane, Mamapedia, and Time Magazine Ideas.
